Living in the present that heals

Here are some amazing lessons that I have learned and still experiencing :
Believing that good things are coming is FAITH,

Moving beyond positive thinking is STRENGTH,

Leaving the past that hurts is COURAGE,

Going through the present that heals is BLESSING

We will be healed when we open our hearts,

accept God's plans and willing to adapt to the changes. 

and move on with FAITH in GOD.
When God takes away the gift of being a wife,
BELIEVE in HIM that HE is GIVING us
The chance to be the HAPPIEST mothers in this world and in Jannah
and most of all to become HIS LOVER........... 
and this is TRULY AN AMAZING EVERLASTING GIFT 
An Endless BLESSING....

Life is  beautiful  when we taste happiness and tranquility...

It is good to leave the past that hurts with the present that heals.

May Allah ease our pathways to success…
with much love and light,
nur 

My special thanks to Shaykh Abdal Hakim Murad 
for his kindness, patience, guidance and for making du'a for me..Alhamdulillah
Thank you Allah for Your Endless blessings…

Sorrow Prepares us for JOY

Going through emotional  stress, pressure,  tensed moments can be very stressful..but calm down, we just need to pause for a few minutes, and seek God’s help deep from our heart…and Remember God as it can ease our stress…..God knows our pains, He wants us to remember Him..don’t give up, move on with faith…Truly God is with us, He will guide us through…we just need to have Faith and move on in openness and acceptance that God’s test is to bring us nearer to Him.

A beautiful message

I received a beautiful message from a beautiful soul which inspires me each time when I read it making me realize that Allah has beautiful plans for beautiful souls and  Allah beautifies the beautiful souls with the fragrance of roses through His love and mercy….. .

Here is the beautiful message by a Turkish imam which was sent to me on the 3rd of February 2014:

“May Allah always help you. And He will always help you as long as you are at His door knocking and begging. If every single one of His creation rejects you He will never forsake you for He is the Most Merciful Most Loving. Every difficulty He sends your way is to draw you to His Nearness if you endure it bear it lovingly and patiently. This is His way. Do not complain Him to His creation . Build/repair/fix your relationship with Him, then he will give you tranquility and peace in your heart beyond measure even if your physical being was in turmoil and pain. You will be a perfumed garden of roses in your inner although your outer might be going through tribulations of life even being tested  by your closest ones. May Allah open your path…”

with much love and light,
nur

Profound lessons

One of the beautiful but sad hard truth that I have learned since I have  reverted to Islam is people can lose their sense of humanness, humility, compassion, empathy and sensitivity when their hearts are unable to internalize the Islamic morality no matter how EXPERT they claim to be in their field directly or indirectly. And another beautiful sparking truth that I have learned is those who reveal their sense of humanness, humility, compassion, empathy and sensitivity are those who are able to internalize the Islamic morality making themselves the extraordinary amazing beautiful souls who spread the fragrance of roses…Masha Allah... Thank you Allah for the profound lessons of life....

with much love and light,
nur

Beautiful Lesson

I have learned a beautiful lesson today: When Allah grant us something beautiful, it a blessing, but when Allah removes something from us, there is wisdom...Masha Allah..thank you Allah for Your Endless Blessings...

with much love and light,

nur

Beautiful promises

When we focus our heart on our LOVE for Allah,
we will realize that each steps we take leads us to
the doorway of happiness and tranquility...

When Allah test us, it’s normal as humans we seek help from those whom we trust…but not all will stay all the time with us as we go through the process of the trials.
We need not depend on them for healing as in reality Allah is our healer. The healing can only begin when we have deep TRUST in Allah and  strong FAITH in Him.

By moving on our aims to seek His redha,
we will realize that we are actually
walking on the path where Allah is guiding us and His help comes in many beautiful ways through His beautiful promises...

When we are hurt and  have gone astray, He brings us  back to Him and He keeps on giving us blessings...He brings beautiful souls to help us to continue on our short journey of life seeking His love, mercy and redha in each  moment which is bringing us to as spiritual journey to an eternal home filled with His endless Love and amazing Light...................

Thank you Allah for Your Beautiful Blessings...

with much love and light,
nur

Walking in God's Light

Watching the beautiful dawn unfolding at Jugra Hills near my home.

On a beautiful hill at the moving coolness of  dawn, a perfect time to contemplate on our imperfectness...I rekindled and reflected on my experience as a revert sister going through intense emotional hardship and stress as God's test for me, i realized that i was actually blind all through out the years of my reversion to Islam.  When i turned my face to Him, He lead me to a spiritual awakening and opened my heart and the healing process begins.

When we our opened hearts, ever seeking Allah's love, mercy and redha on this spiritual journey by God's will, we will go through an amazing experience where no words can heave as we grow in spiritual maturity.One the lessons that i have learned is when we have Allah's love in our hearts..we will have no worries of this worldly affairs..we will not feel the hurt and pains as  when we put Allah in our hearts the amazing healing process brings us serenity and happiness...yes, Allah is all sufficient for us and when He truly becomes our lover, we will have no rooms for another lover..making us lead a gentle, beautiful harmonious and serene life in the realms of Allah's love and light.....Hasbunallahu wa ni'mal Wakeel    Allah is Sufficient for us and (He is) the most excellent Trustee (Q3:173)

May Allah grant us humble hearts filled with His illuminating Light...
With comfort and serenity,
Nur


 

A Mine of Rubies~Rumi

 



 Last night I learned how to be a lover of God,
 To live in this world and call nothing my own.

 I looked inward
 and the beauty of my own emptiness
 filled me till dawn.
 It enveloped me like a mine of rubies.
 Its hue clothed me in red silk.

 Within the cavern of my soul
 I heard a voice of a lover crying,
 "Drink now! Drink now!" --

 I took a sip and saw the vast ocean --
 Wave upon wave caressed my soul.
 The lovers of God dance around
 And the circle of their steps
 becomes a ring of fire round my neck.

 Heaven calls me with its rain and thunder --
 a hundred thousand cries
 yet I cannot hear ...

 All I hear is the call of my Beloved.

        ~Maulana Rumi 

I chose to be HAPPY

Going through the storms of life and walking on the thorns of roses, opened up my soul to an amazing spiritual awakening until I realized that when we hold on to worldly attachments , we get hurt and bleed but when we hold on to heavenly attachments, we get healed in the realms of God’s Love and Light and I discovered an amazing fact that life is beautiful when we fill it with SMILES reflecting that we chose to be HAPPY. SMILES generate positive emotions within our souls, lights up our hearts, empowers our minds eventually enabling us to spread love, light, joy and serenity ..Thank you God for Your Endless Blessings..

with much love and light,
nur

Spiritual healing process

watching the sunset from my home

 I realized that we live in loneliness when we spend time with people who don’t experience what  we are going through. Sometimes there are lots  of people around us, but there are no words to heave the pain of our deepest wound   which eventually creates the loneliness in the midst of the crowd… sometimes we keep running into the same direction of  people without realizing that we are creating more rooms of loneliness. When our hearts cries out  to our Lord in the deepest moments of  loneliness, He answers our cries in many ways to comfort us. One of  His amazing ways which I feel as one of the greatest gifts He bestows on us  to heal our loneliness is meeting with the same kind of people who are experiencing the same bruises of hurt and bleeds of wounds.  It makes us become a sort of magnet meeting in a process of  healing as we have reached the realm of comfort zone. Through each meetings we realize that our hurts was because of our expectation on perfect relationship and the bleeds increases day by day until drawing  us away from God until we discovered a spiritual awakening through the sharing of hurtful moments and we realised that, when we put our ultimate expectations and hopes on human, we bleed and going through the process of hurting moments but when we put trust in God and place our ultimate expectation  on God, the healing process begins.

sunset from my home at the wetlands

With much love and light,
Nur

I realized that we live in loneliness when we spend time with people who don’t experience what  we are going through. Sometimes there are lots  of people around us, but there are no words to heave the pain of our deepest wound   which eventually creates the loneliness in the midst of the crowd… sometimes we keep running into the same direction of  people without realizing that we are creating more rooms of loneliness. When our hearts cries out  to our Lord in the deepest moments of  loneliness, He answers our cries in many ways to comfort us. One of  His amazing ways which I feel as one of the greatest gifts He bestows on us  to heal our loneliness is meeting with the same kind of people who are experiencing the same bruises of hurt and bleeds of wounds.  It makes us become a sort of magnet meeting in a process of  healing as we have reached the realm of comfort zone. Through each meetings we realize that our hurts was because of our expectation on perfect relationship and the bleeds increases day by day until drawing  us away from God until we discovered a spiritual awakening through the sharing of hurtful moments and we realised that, when we put our ultimate expectations and hopes on human, we bleed and going through the process of hurting moments but when we put trust in God and place our ultimate expectation  on God, the healing process begins… - See more at: http://nur-inn.blogspot.com/#sthash.Ype6wqep.dpuf